October 28th, 2004

Neko (lofulah)

Friends.

How long does it take a real friendship to develop? Sometimes, when I look back, all I see is my own shadow, and shards of sunlight stealing it away.

There was a blood moon tonight.

::nudges Kou-chan:: Sorry, I hope you didn't actually take my words to heart~ They must have hurt, if you do care (which I still can't say if you do or not, or if I'm just around for you to use and then throw away), but I was careless and while what was said was really meant to be sarcasm, it didn't exactly come out as thus, for my attention was elsewhere. ::idiot::

Oh, yeah, thanks again for the book~ ::has been reading::

[edit]The first two sentences are somewhat unrelated. Well, no, that's a lie. Just pretend you don't understand and everything will be better in the morning.
Neko (lofulah)

Random snippit.

"You worry about me worrying about you, don't you. Is that why you never tell me anything?"

He nods, eyes on the ground, watching the black beetle limp awkwardly away from an ant. She sighs and sits down next to him, on the once-white bench under the autumn-stained oak. The sun sets slowly, orange clouds turning blue, then dark blue, until finally, the streetlamps flickered on, a pale, dying color. He stood, and walked away without a backwards glance, leaving her in the fading light on a once-white bench.
Neko (lofulah)

You know...

I wish I was stupid. Or ignorant of cruelty. Then I'd be less worried about oh, so many things. Namely, friendships, at the moment, but certainly other things as well. And I have a lot less problems, although possibly a lot more hurt in the end.

Anyhow, going out to go see this volleyball team thing by CUSA....
Neko (lofulah)

Ahh... so good.

Played... an hour and a half's worth of volleyball and ended up not joining the CUSA team. Intermurals. ::shrugs:: mostly because Cindy didn't want to join and also I heard that it was three weeks long. Which... Meh, I dunno. Whatever. There were some good people, but just a few. Probably half were decent, and half were, there for fun, and couldn't play wonderfully, but there were a few good volleys.

Then came back, and played ping pong.