Benjamin Juang (ibneko) wrote,
Benjamin Juang


Mrf. Should I be equally sympathetic with everyone that I sympathize with? I dunno. It bothers me. Because I know I'm definitely not... and somehow, that makes me feel bad (yeah, part of me wants to apologize for not feeling more sympathetic towards Lady and Sharon-chan)...

Somehow, I think, on the unconscious level, the amount I sympathize depends on how much that individual is prone to complaining and whining. (ie. if they complain a lot, and almost on a daily basis, they'll only get a nod and recognition that their problems have been heard. On the other hand, if they don't complain much at all, but out of the blue, there's a large or moderate whine/rant/complaint post, I tend to sympathize much much more.)

But then again, it seems fair in other ways, equal umm.. quota's of sympathy for all. And it's spread out over, say, a year. or something. But then, Sharon-chan (sorry to be specific, using you as an example, I hope you don't mind, and I hope I don't accidently insult or offend you ^^;;; ) doesn't whine much at all... then why did was I so unsympathetic? Was it because of lack of detail? I dunno... Heck, I lack detail in my reasoning. I'm confused. Ok, next point of this post, moving on...'s irritating, I've found that I've been sweating more. No, you didn't need to know that, but it's just a random observation. And it irritates me. Because now, more often than not, my skin feels kinda sticky. Or maybe it's just the humidity. Or maybe I've randomly turning into rubber. Anyways, it's irritating. (Another hypothesis is that it's because there's more of me now, compared to before, so there's more sweat generated? because there's more heat generated?)

Lastly, yay, I'm been told I catch on quick. Very silly of me, but it's a nice thing to hear, when said truthfully. Alas, I didn't know how to respond... and the random choice response kinda sounded stupid. I mumbled, "Yes, I try" -.- I need better ways to reply to compliments...

....Yeah, definitely, that's always been a problem for me. ie. when told, "Ben... you're hot" by girls, I usually lack a response, minus mumbling something and looking away. =-.-= Baka-neko...

  • Post a new comment


    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded