Benjamin Juang (ibneko) wrote,
Benjamin Juang

Past few days, and today...

Again. History, as well as all the other orals and ToK required in-class participation all freak me out. Why didn't anyone warn me before I chose to go IB?

Oh, well, too late now, I'm going through with it. Who knows, maybe it won't be worse than a rollercoaster ride. Just a damn hell lot longer.

I've been isolated from the world (cable-less, alack!) for the past few days... what I have to say, what I needed to say.. let's see.. In random order, 'cause I plan and forget.

Han Xiao is out of town, in Canada, doing some Ping-pong thing. He'll be back this weekend, and I'll be getting a call from him most likely. I have him in physics, math, and java.

I like our english teacher. But she scares me. She mentioned something about talking in class, and when I looked up at her, she said, "Yes, Ben, you too" plus something to the effect of knowing what I was thinking with the look in my eyes. And she said vaguely the same thing today. >.< Teachers don't usually learn my name so quickly... I think she cheated and talked to Mrs. Martin or something... I am disturbed. And I'll probably need to talk in class, since she knows I don't like talking. T.T [whine] IT SUCKS! [/whine]

ToK. "Participation counts as 25%+ of your grade. It'll be like a seminar, except you'll do it every day" I die. For the second time.

Umm, other than that... Moving along on the clubs thing. Anime club, seems ok, will hopefully have table/whatnot at the club fair. CST club as well. Drama... god I miss drama, but I fear having to do a chief position. Oh, and as a forewarning, if Garrett is in the company or if I see him, I'll be going on strike. I am serious about this. Perhaps this is silly, perhaps this will be ignored, but I will be as arrogant as to say that I know I will be missed, but you know, I don't want to deal with him anymore.

Still haven't found ways around the Windows XP protection/restrictions. Grr. Oh well, there's nothing I really need, 'cept for sharing files between Han and myself. At least Windows XP has (good? bad?) built-in FTP support and plug-and-play for those memory stick/memory pens

I'll be looking forward to CCACC volleyball... I need to exercise and destress a bit, I'm too wound up physically and keep getting random urges to lash out at things. And motivation to do non-physical, homework is running low. Will be looking forward to Lisa's party.

Anything else...? Oh, yeah, started another journal, but for the first time, not using the ibneko username. And unless you're a good guesser, you won't ever find it. In fact, for right now, I won't even reveal what server it is on. However, I will give a clue... the username is based on the title of an evil presence... god? in one of my favorite series/books. And I don't believe you can find it via searching, so at the moment, only one person could possibly guess the originating title, although I doubt she'll be able to guess the username. Or maybe she well. Not like it's important, I've only posted messages of stress and an autobiograph of sorts there, up til high school....

You know what, there was more I wanted to say, but I've forgotten now, so I'll go post elsewhere.

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